you know that unexplainable sickish feeling where youre not really sick and you dont really have a headache but you just feel wrong and you cant get comfortable or find something that youre really into but you kinda feel too ill to sleep or eat its like your body saying “i dont know what i want you to do but this isnt it”
dysphoria. you literally just described dysphoria.
“We only get one shot at this thing called “life” so go ahead, fuck it up, have fun, stay out late, have a beer, fall in love, ruin a friendship, make a new one, start a band, play awful music, get better, go on tour, break up, start again, be happy. We’re already lost so we might as well keep on going.”